Saturday, October 23, 2010

4 years ago, i felt it. yes, no, yes, no? i thought it was a yes, people said maybe it's a no..

So i moved on.

Then half a year later, my suspicions were confirmed, it was a yes.

So anyway, deja vu, because I'm feeling the same way again. Sometimes you just want an answer. But you know that the answer doesn't just fall from no where. But do I have the courage to search for the answer? I don't know.

It shocks me to realise how apt that song is now. The song that , once held loads of meaning, and then lost its meaning and its back. for good? I don't know.

It takes certain experiences for you to realise what you really want in life. But, once you let certain things go, you might never get it back again, but is that fair? Perhaps it isnt, but I gotta live with it.

After all I did say, whatever's meant to be, is meant to be.

So I shall leave this to God. Lead me and guide me.