Sunday, August 28, 2005
things have been goin on fine for me..so much so that i've neglected certain stuff..maybe i havent neglected them..maybe they neglected me..oh wells..it alright..im havin that stupid feeling of not wanting to lead this kinda boring life..around normal pple and normal things..sigh..i once heard this phrase from a singer..she said she grew up telling herself she did not want to walk on the streets like an ordinary person...she wanted to be somebody special..yes yes..everyones special but yeah u get the idea..anyway looking at how successful she is in her singing career, i somehow seem to aspire to be like her..sigh..oh wells..shut up brenda..oh cos im not saying im not happy with the pple around me..im so glad i have them..frens in school..G2 especially.. they just make life great for me..but..theres always that side of me wanting more..Posted by Brendy at 3:14 PM
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
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I don't really see the point in blogging nowadays. Frankly i never did. I always thought blogging was quite lame,and yay to those that think like me.Haha,but alrighty since im actually blogging i shall just shut my mouth first..hee..hmm..prelims are in like a week but somehow or rather i dun seem to feel the stress..weird..and no im not confident at all..sigh..ok enough about school..
wrote a new song lately..played it for a few grps of frens..and had really positive comments from them..i think its the best song ive written so far..and i dun noe where the inspiration came from but im glad it came..my next song will prob be from tino..yeah! i just love writing my own songs and singing them..the satisfaction..its beyond words..first had that feeling when eilania and i sang our song during the opening concert oceanbutterflies...comments from people were like: you shocked us, we din noe it'd sound so good since yall were so young..and stuff like dat..i mean we were 14! haha...a good start to it..so yes i've grown addicted to that very special feeling that i get no where else..haha..so whenever there's something like an inspiration, i pick up my pen, sit in front of my piano and start playing anything really random..and i seem to be able to that for as long as 2 hours..its the passion they say..of course, sometimes i get nth outta it, but sometimes i get things like this new song ive just written, out of it..so since im there, i shall just talk a little bout song writing. most of the time, pple tell me they cant write songs and blah blah blah, as far as im concerned, u dun need much musical ability to write a song. all u need is a creative an open mind. haha..yeah u prob wun get me.but its alright ..haha..but i guess u need the passion to think like me..haha..
ok too much of that..brandy's sick..poor boy..hee..and he made me feel like an old grandma..nagging at him to eat more fruits and vegetables, drinking this and that..haha..i make a good mother..lol..ok dun laugh..i shall go do other more constructive stuff now..bye!
Posted by Brendy at 7:59 AM
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Sometimes, lil things that happen make you realise how much you love your that special someone, and be thankful for having she/he in your life..Sometimes, when things don't seem to be going well, God will somehow fit in something, somewhere, sometime, and everything will be alright again..=)
Last saturday was my mom's birthday, went to a restaurant in Taka to have dinner..was not bad..was supposed to go to nicole's party after that but decide to listen to our dear darling and go to conrad hotel for val's dinner..i did not regret one bit though..to think i was even reluctant to go, it was a blast...the place was beauutifull..so was the night..i love the choir..everyone's just like one big happy family..yes..anyhows..i had so much fun with the choir and of course..our dear boy..haha..thanks daffy for the lift home..got home at bout 12 plus..every single G2 event is always sooo enjoyable. and everyone looked hotter den usual..haha..i mean everyone in G2 is hot..haha..
Had my oral like last week or sth..my gosh..i absolutely hit the jackpot..i had two male examiners, and the topic was exactly wad i kinda wished for..i think i did not bad..far better den the one with that seemingly disinterested and abohorent mrs. THONG..hehe..and yes, her name says it all..i just cant seem to communicate with old female teachers..hahaha..yesyes, im critical..but just saying what i feel.
anyway its my fav lesson now again..english! haha...and i think i better go now..have a descriptive essay to write..heee..
Posted by Brendy at 8:07 AM
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
us! heh.
Posted by Brendy at 10:26 AM
hee..huang me cheryl zheya bixia
Posted by Brendy at 10:09 AM
i wasnt photogenic at all dat day..yikes
Posted by Brendy at 10:08 AM
hee..national day..maryam! wassup with your mouth!! haha!!!!
Posted by Brendy at 10:07 AM
Thursday, August 04, 2005
rainy day
Ok..So it's raining really heavily outside. All dark and gloomy! My favourite weather! It's freezing cold outside and I'm in Com lab 1. And duh! Its even colder in here! But im loving it all the same. hee! its english lesson now and we're supposed to be completing some essay crap but oh wells, i dare bet the whole class, with maybe an exception of one or two 'extra' pple, are prob updating their blogs or checking their frenster or email now. haha..and ok i hear the thunder. all those peeps who are still in bed at this time..all i can say is..YOU SUCK! hahaha! Its kinda weird a cheery and happy-go-lucky person like me would actually like such a gloomy weather. ok enough of this weather crap here..on to wads been happening in my life.hmmm...where do i start..so much has happened over this er..past 4-5 days? talked to my bro whos in US online and he said he'd bought lotsa things for me! yay! whee! hmm...quite sweet ah he..lol..Shi yu just made me laugh..and my stomach is hurting like hell, not forgetting my aching legs!this is the result of not having trg for such a long time and suddenly having your 2.4 and napfa in the same day. ok lets not go there. anyhows..my both parents are sick and its wonder if i dun fall sick..but if i really dun..id have to thank god.. seriously..i cant afford to fall sick! i have my o level eng oral next week.. and im so gonna make sure i do really well in that..
last week or was it last last week? i was backstage at the z pop concert..met xu huan liang lao shi.. came to tap me behind my back and talked to me..so sweet ..haha..and he thought i was from the same batch and class as lin jun jie..but no..i was from the 3rd batch! haha..brilliant performance by my beloved shi xiong! hahaa!! yikes!!!! yeah and celest, din really like her but now ok shes quite nice..she was like..telling jamie i was very pretty..eeyer..ok ben yeo is quite cute actually..took a pic with fan wei qi!! shes really pretty..and in her hands was half blood prince..heh.attempting to read in the dark..backstage was dark! i tell ya! yeah was really fun..although it could have been funner ..but wells shant elaborate on dat..
hmm..life in sch..been pretty ok..stressful though..i absolutely abhor Ms Lee! and i used to think she was ok..urghs..now i noe y so many pple do not like her..heh..and yes Ms johara is still the best! shant care bout wad other pple say bout her! hahahaha!! sigh..i hate studying..
been having pretty strange dreams lately..stuff bout brandon..nicholas...and the ultimate wan..zhang shanwei!! like helloo... haha..but..however weird and impossible those dreams were, they were still really nice and sweet..esp the one last night..heh..brenda brenda...when will i ever get down to earth dreams..hahaha...been questioning quite alot lately, asking myself this and that..and conclusion: i still havent really found any..im just living each day as it passes..haha.
i guess thats it for now...ta!