Monday, January 23, 2006
Sigh. Life is a blur now. Really sick and tired of everything's that been happening around me. How people always expect from me. These few days, I've been spending more time on my own. I feel it's time i payed more attention to myself rather than to the people around me. I am no longer going to bother about always making people feel good or happy when I do not even feel good myself. I'm sick of always having people around me. I have not much time left to enjoy before the sickening results are out and disgusting singapore education starts again. Now I'm wondering if not going to Aussie to study is a good choice. I hate this place. This small little boring island. Where everyone only cares about themselves. Singapore is good on its own but the people living in it are a shame. Somehow, visiting other countries makes you realise how shallow and selfish the people are here. Sigh. Ok enough of that.So yes as I was saying, it's time i payed attention to myself. Do what I want and not what people want me to do. I have a life, my life. I'm sorry to those I've hurt due to this realisation, but yes, where we're living, you just got to think of yourself and nothing else.
Choir was good on saturday. Almost felt like the good ole choir days, but somehow something was lacking. Everything's just not as fun anymore. Not sure why. Probably because there are too much politics in the choir. Can't everyone just not make such a big deal out of small matters? Some people just get on my nerves. Not mentioning who, but at the end of the day, I still love G2 and especially the ones that make it so nice.Daffy, Darren, Greg, Marilyn, Sand, Ems, Prissy, Dione, Duane, Noeleeee, Kenneth, Winnie, Elden, Stacy, Sam, Darryl, Mic, Ants.These people. Thanks so much.You guys make G2 fun. Hee.
Yeah I hope certain things get better, cause I'm quite sick and tired of them.
AND WHY MUST THE O'S RESULTS BE ONE DAY BEFORE MY BDAE! IM GONNA HAVE A DEPRESSED 17th BIRTHDAY. THANKS MINISTRY OF EDUCATION SINGAPORE FOR THE LOVELY PRESENT. URGHS!
Posted by Brendy at 1:44 PM
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
tonight was wonderfully wonderful. edmond and greg picked me up from jon's place den headed to ocean park for a game of tennis. thanks jo..=) ok i didnt play much. hit two BRAND NEW BALLS OUT!GRRR! sorry edmond..haha..after that we went to lagoon for dinner..I HATE EDMOND! i was supposed to buy him dinner! he refused! supposed to buy him a drink and ended up, he buying me one..i swear it tasted like it had some soursop juice in it..heee..it was sugarcane juice btw..I HATE HIM!!!heee..YOU'RE TOOOO NICE TO MEEEEE!! after dinner we took a walk down the beach..greg and sam were having fun shouting.ahha..sat on the sand for awhile listening to the splashing of the waves(it was therapeutic)and attempting to count the number of aeroplanes in the sky..it was a lovely lovely sight..i wanna go to the beach at night more often..its beautiful..sigh..im starting to like the beach alot..i feel unbelievably free there...although i dun really like the sea..yeah..talked awhile den we left..AND...on the journey home..our dear dear edmond tried scaring me with the disgustingly hideous meal worms dat were food to his disgustingly hideous fish back home..being my violent self..i started hitting and pinching him whilst screaming at the top of my lungs..sorry greg and sam if you guys turn deaf..haha..yeah..and guess wad the worm dropped onto the floor in the car and its nowhere to be found..brilliant edmond..spent bout 15 mins at my house looking for the groosss worm..ewwww..i hate insects..like totally totally hate em..heh
wells..i think we should have this kinda night more often..was really fun..hee.thanks guys!! i feeel sooooooo happy now..heee..
just hope bubbs is as happy.. =)
Posted by Brendy at 12:13 AM
Friday, January 13, 2006
that's just a few pics..rough idea of japan..such a pity couldnt take pics of the hotspring..heeee..*grin..yeah japan was fantastic...i miss it..sooo much..come to me if u wanna see more pics..heee..Posted by Brendy at 10:58 AM
me at universal studios japan!!brr it was freeezing cold!!!
Posted by Brendy at 10:52 AM
bullet train station!! woah its fast..
Posted by Brendy at 10:51 AM
that me bro!! aint the tree soooooooooo nicee?? hahahah
Posted by Brendy at 10:48 AM
a disney show at cinderella's castle
Posted by Brendy at 10:46 AM
tokyo disneyland for you!!!!
Posted by Brendy at 10:45 AM
its a small world! my dad's fav ride!! HAHAHAH
Posted by Brendy at 10:41 AM
toontown..hee
Posted by Brendy at 10:41 AM
cinderella's castle!!
Posted by Brendy at 10:37 AM
TOKYO DISNEYLAND!! ok not a very nice shot..DADDY!! doesnt noe how to take nice shots..
Posted by Brendy at 10:37 AM
view of mt fuji from the window..beautiful aint it
Posted by Brendy at 10:36 AM
one night, tatami style..=)
Posted by Brendy at 10:36 AM
MOUNT FUJI!!! WHEE
Posted by Brendy at 10:34 AM
kimono fashion show
Posted by Brendy at 10:32 AM
bro me mom..snowing..brrr
Posted by Brendy at 10:32 AM
hmm..think this was a temple..beautiful isnt it
Posted by Brendy at 10:28 AM
cute lil finian! hee
Posted by Brendy at 10:27 AM
me bro mom at universal studios japan!
Posted by Brendy at 10:23 AM
bro and i at the erm..wad do u call dat bridge? rainbow bridge? cant rmb..lol
Posted by Brendy at 10:20 AM
me in japan outside some temple..love japan!!
Posted by Brendy at 10:18 AM
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
im backkk
hey guys! im back again! yes finally..hmmm..actually its bcos im at jon's house and he's studying and ive got nth to do so wells..here i am..haha..anyway thanks to those that frequently visit my blog to see if ive updated.. hee..been really busy..grans demise, xmas, new yr and all..heh..well jon's asking if he's inside my entry so ya i guess ive gotta talk bout him..hmm..he's been such a darling really..although there were many tough times.. we still made it thru..haha..im sorry to those that like him.. he's mine..hahaha.. ok enough of that..people's been asking me what jc im in..well i didnt apply for any jc..initially i was regretting..but i've thought bout it..its a blessing in disguise..i realised i finally have time for myself..to do the things ive always wanted to do..after likke 10 yrs of education..after how all my time was spent on sch, softball and studying..i can finally put thema ll aside temporarily and fully see the meaning of life..and really i have to thank god..he's really been helping me so much i cant be more grateful..heh..
wells i hope all my buddies in tj are having fun..haha..i love you guys..huang, shi yu, valo, thanks ya..and of cos f3 who are in vj now..angie, clara, sj..love u guys too..haha..have fun ya..get the guys..*wink..angie i support u always!! will always be here if u need advice..hahaha..im the love consultant remember..heh..
oh yes my japan trip..it was fantabulous..one of my greatest trips ever..I MISS THAT PLACE TO NUTs..ok lets first talk bout the weather..it snowed! so ya..explains the weather huh..the snow admist the autumn leaves was just..whew..amazing..will be posting pics soon..yah..and ok the food..it was fantastic..really..love jap food..the people..how i wish the whole world were like the the japs..sooo well mannered and so honest its just unbelievable to find every single person there like that..makes me feel ashamed to be who i am..haha..i mean really..haha..i can go on and on bout the place but i guess yeah..u get the drift its a wonderfully beautiful place..mt fuji was what i really call a panaromic sight..haha..really.. and tokyo disneyland..i rmb watching extreme japan when pat mok cried during the parade..i was wondering why she cried and i finally know why..its really one of the most touching experiences.its hard to explain but ya my tears almost flowed down my cheeks. took some rides..haha..was incredibly fun..oh yes and the hot spring..ok the hot bod jap lifeguards aside, the hot spring was cool..really..walked into the naked pool by mistake and lotsa naked pple about..how cool was that..haha.but ya..its an experience really. to be so open and carefree..haa..relaxing! heh..shopping wise..things were rather ex but the quality and packaging of almost everything was so intricate and meticulous..im goin back there for my honeymoon eh jon..haha..
xmas was well good but somehow felt this yrs party was rather dry..but nevertheless it was an experience as it was my first xmas with my darling and it was aweeesoommmeee..hahha..
new yrs eve party at edmonds was GRREAAT...haha..bbq..den swimming..it was a WOW! den our crapping session in edmonds room..just the four of us while the rest were downstairs..it was great..and the drinking..hahaahah..we were high..heee..thanks so much edmond aka ahmad..for everything really..for opening your house..for alwyas so readily being my driver..haha..for that $150 lunch at lawry's..thanks..really sad youd be leaving for the states soon..its great to have such a dear fren..yups..haha..=)but some pple got drunk and puked.duno why on earthe they drank so much when they couldnt drink and that caused like some of us to get into trouble..pissing..but its alright..haha..its over..
ok this part is really important..this is to you sweetheart:
thanks for being soooooooooooo patient with me..although its been only 4 months..we've been such great frens for quite long and its paying off boy..you know what i mean..yeah..so yups..although there were times when things got really bad we pulled thru..and yes..thanks sooooooooooo much..i love you..
on the issue of frens..thanks huang for being there..and esp angie too..thanks girl..and of cos jon's and my dearest fren that will certainly be jon's bestman..GREGORY YEO!!! we love u gweg..GWWEEEGGG..hahahha..thanks so much...really dear fren..we love you..im sure youd get her soon ya..hehehehhe...go gweg! oh this is a reallly long entry..jons saying its damn long already..so i guess i should stop here..will post pics soon..see ya guys!!! LOVE YOU ALL!!! muacks!!!