Monday, September 27, 2010

Time has flown indeed, and of all times, when I should be studying for my midterms, I suddenly have this sudden urge to type something on my long abandoned but memory filled blog.

Perhaps, it's the series of events that have been happening in my life, been playing little tricks and games with me.

I thought I knew what I was doing, I always think I know what I am doing. But now, it becomes all too murky and it isn't so clear anymore.

I still lay in bed, thinking and sometimes trying to fight back the tears. How foolish was I to let something so important just go. Like that. For no rhyme or reason.

But I always force myself to stop thinking, it's not fair to everyone. So I stop, I run away from it.

But I know. It's still there, somehow, eating through me. I have to face it.

I will soon, but I don't know how.

Please teach me.