Tuesday, April 08, 2008
Once again I'm here in Terminal 3 doing closing till 2.15 am! It has finally hit my hard that today was the second last lesson of my driving, with Wed being the last and Thurs, my practical test. Shit, now i know why I am so depressed. Reasons being, one, I'm so going to miss driving lessons with Freddy! It has been so fun and really enjoyable, crapping half the time and laughing like mad, almost losing control of the car. Freddy has been such a great instructor/friend and it is kind of sad to think that I will no longer be in the car with him teaching me how to drive, and reminding me to check blindspots. Gosh, so emo, but it is. I really hope that we will still catch up or something even when I've passed because I totally hate letting go of a friendship that has somehow been developed, irregardless of who it is, esp if you click well. HaHa. Second reason why I'm so depressed is the amounts of responsibilities I have now. Work, and other stuff, I really ought to be enjoying myself and all now man. Well work sure is fun but tiring, real tiring. Haha. Still love it though.
Will be going to Bintan with my cousin next week! Its time for some SPA! Yay! Suntanning and SPA, I really need it. Parents are planning a trip to Hokkaido in May, hee, can't wait!
Hmmm, I don't know why it just seems weird to see Asian girls with Caucasian guys. I know its nothing wrong but somehow SPG just comes to my mind. Haha.
Been having lots of psychological and emotional struggles lately. I told Fred today that I feel like turning lesbian! Haha, I know that is kinda impossible for me, looking at who I am, but I'm tired of having so much commitments, esp if its to other people. Right now, I pretty much want my own time to do the things I want to do. Sigh. My mom freaked out when I told her I am going to start going for 30 over yr old guys! Haha! Met my parents' relations manager in ABN Amro, the one mom wants to matchmake with my cousin. Haha! I gave him a nickname and ha, my mom's definitely going to burst out laughing the next time she talks to him! Haha! Well he is not bad looking, tall, hmm..HAHA!
Hmm, driving today was good as usual, it is so comforting to see that Fred has so much confidence in me. =) Hope I don't disappoint you! The last lesson before today was extremely hilarious. Fred finally came back from his surgery, ouch! Take care man. A pity I had plans after lesson so couldn't follow him to watch his bro jam. Wells, next time maybe.
Yes, you can see, I'm real bored here! Heh.
Oh wells, good luck to me, and I hope I cheer up!
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