Thursday, February 23, 2006
The Great Irony. It's utterly abonimable. Perhaps I'm just too repugnant.No I'm not. I guess it ain't really my fault. Sometimes I feel like my life gets screwed up unneccessarily. By total outsiders, people I'm not in any way related too. I would rather much dictate my own life then let someone else do it for me. Yes, and to YOU: lead your life the way you want it to be. I'm just so aghast by it. Just not to my liking. Don't exactly like people interferring my life and discommode me. My parents know me, therefore they try their best not to step in, and I'm thankful for it.
My mom, despite being annoying at times, really strikes me somehow. How she really leaves me to make my own options. How she thinks that I should make a choice based on what I'm happy with and not what has a good outcome. It in a way gives me more freedom to make my own decisions and lead my life the way I want it to be. Sure, she may be a typical mom at times, nagging, being very abhorent, but I'm still thankful for it. I feel that sometimes she trusts me more with my own decisions, I mean BIG decisions, rather then anyone else. Hee.
I guess God works wonders. I can testify that HE really works in wondrous ways. Every single thing that falls upon you beholds a message from HIM. God, I got the message this time. THANKS MY FATHER! =)
Posted by Brendy at 11:10 PM