Monday, January 23, 2006

Sigh. Life is a blur now. Really sick and tired of everything's that been happening around me. How people always expect from me. These few days, I've been spending more time on my own. I feel it's time i payed more attention to myself rather than to the people around me. I am no longer going to bother about always making people feel good or happy when I do not even feel good myself. I'm sick of always having people around me. I have not much time left to enjoy before the sickening results are out and disgusting singapore education starts again. Now I'm wondering if not going to Aussie to study is a good choice. I hate this place. This small little boring island. Where everyone only cares about themselves. Singapore is good on its own but the people living in it are a shame. Somehow, visiting other countries makes you realise how shallow and selfish the people are here. Sigh. Ok enough of that.

So yes as I was saying, it's time i payed attention to myself. Do what I want and not what people want me to do. I have a life, my life. I'm sorry to those I've hurt due to this realisation, but yes, where we're living, you just got to think of yourself and nothing else.

Choir was good on saturday. Almost felt like the good ole choir days, but somehow something was lacking. Everything's just not as fun anymore. Not sure why. Probably because there are too much politics in the choir. Can't everyone just not make such a big deal out of small matters? Some people just get on my nerves. Not mentioning who, but at the end of the day, I still love G2 and especially the ones that make it so nice.Daffy, Darren, Greg, Marilyn, Sand, Ems, Prissy, Dione, Duane, Noeleeee, Kenneth, Winnie, Elden, Stacy, Sam, Darryl, Mic, Ants.These people. Thanks so much.You guys make G2 fun. Hee.

Yeah I hope certain things get better, cause I'm quite sick and tired of them.
AND WHY MUST THE O'S RESULTS BE ONE DAY BEFORE MY BDAE! IM GONNA HAVE A DEPRESSED 17th BIRTHDAY. THANKS MINISTRY OF EDUCATION SINGAPORE FOR THE LOVELY PRESENT. URGHS!

Posted by Brendy at 1:44 PM