Thursday, May 26, 2005
Insensitive..That's the word.I can take it no longer. For so long i've just been keeping it inside. Just bearing with it. but i think i cant hold it any longer..its getting too much..just too much..too much for me to handle.as much as i want to..i can't..i just dun have the courage to talk to you about it..i rather bear the hurt..sometimes i dun understand...What am i doing? seriously..trying to make others feel good by torturing myself..letting my heart ache so badly till i wanna cry..but yet..i still cant bring myself to say a thing..angie would noe wad im toking about..but thats bout it..angie only..cant u tell..im crying inside but still..im never gonna talk bout it..at least not anytime soon..anyways..im am so not gonna talk bout the soccer finals..all i'll say is..pretty impressed with brandon..and john-mark..and a few others...heh..and today's carnival day was awesome! i tell u i can never find better frens den huang, Zhe ya, cheryl and others! they totally brighten my day i tell u.hahaha...id die without em..at least they get my mind off...stuffs..hahaa..ihopethingswillgetbetter
Posted by Brendy at 10:05 PM