Sunday, May 29, 2005

i love you boy...

nuff said..


we'll sail through this together.
i promise
ill make life beautiful for you.
i will
i'll stay by your side
trust me
cause i love you darling..
i love you.
i really do.

we'll forget bout the past few days..
i dun wanna stop loving you.
i wanna take care of you.
make sure no one hurts you.
cause i love you.
i really do.

Posted by Brendy at 10:59 AM

Thursday, May 26, 2005

Insensitive..That's the word.I can take it no longer. For so long i've just been keeping it inside. Just bearing with it. but i think i cant hold it any longer..its getting too much..just too much..too much for me to handle.as much as i want to..i can't..

i just dun have the courage to talk to you about it..i rather bear the hurt..

sometimes i dun understand...What am i doing? seriously..trying to make others feel good by torturing myself..letting my heart ache so badly till i wanna cry..but yet..i still cant bring myself to say a thing..angie would noe wad im toking about..but thats bout it..angie only..

cant u tell..im crying inside

but still..im never gonna talk bout it..at least not anytime soon..

anyways..im am so not gonna talk bout the soccer finals..all i'll say is..pretty impressed with brandon..and john-mark..and a few others...heh..and today's carnival day was awesome! i tell u i can never find better frens den huang, Zhe ya, cheryl and others! they totally brighten my day i tell u.hahaha...id die without em..at least they get my mind off...stuffs..hahaa..

ihopethingswillgetbetter

Posted by Brendy at 10:05 PM

Monday, May 23, 2005

Wheeeeee!! Yesterday was awesome..it all started in the morning..i woke up at 8 plus...so tired but..wells looking forward to the day..yeah i was goin to church..with brandon of cos..hehe...no wonder rite..lol..yeah and yes church blah blah...den i had to go for lunch with sam and others cos it was her bdae..and bran had lunch with his aunt..and so we decided to take 36 down to orchard..but being the bimbo and himbo...we took in the wrong direction..and guess where we ended up..THE AIRPORT! like how nice...so we got down and were at T1 so had to take a skytrain to T2...to take the mrt..hahaha...so eventually..and thankfully we ended up at orchard mrt..hahahaha...so we went off seperately...went to breeks..heh...was a good lunch den the rest wanted to watch a movie..but i and huang didnt want to..soooo..we went to heeren..after much begging for her to wait with me cos my phone was dead..lol...yeah and guess who we saw..or rather huang saw..SHAN WEE!!! cos perfect 10 was there..HE IS HOT!!!!! and huang took a pic with him!hahahahah..im the photographer of cos..hahahahah..man...dats wad i call HOT! newaes after dat brandy was done and he came to meet me...and huang went off...so brandy and i walked around orchard for sometime judging guys and guessing if it was angie's type..how lame...must go for confession ah bran..hahaha..so yeah..got tired and decided to take 36 back to katong...and guess wad...we took in the wrong direction again...LOL...but 36 just goes one big round..so yeah..ended up just sitting in the bus for really long..ehhehehe...bran and i were like..so amazed...hahahahah at our sheer stupidity...HOWEVER!!! i say it wasnt a mistake at all...the bus rides were so nice...i mean like duh..with bran beside me...crapping and crapping..ahhahaa...talking bout this couple..like how off they were and how they were trying to compete with us..HAHAHA..it was totally hilrious...hehee....but man that two were off..standing in the middle of the buss and god noes wad they were trying to do..so unnatural like wad bran said..hehe..and yeah we're so natural lah bran..hahaha...conceitility! ahhahahaha...conceitness..conceition..hehehhe...we should show more humbility lah boy..like how mr tan says it..hahahaa..anyways..this is too long....it rocked! period

Posted by Brendy at 10:02 AM

Sunday, May 15, 2005

It's kinda weird how everyone's getting attached to each other in the choir..well maybe not exactly attached..but..u get wad i mean..i wun be surprised if the whole choirs made up of couples a few yrs down the road..and in ten yrs time..married couples..hehe...but i guess..finding someone from church and in the choir is really diff from one outside..oh wells..i guess only certain pple like me will understand y..heh..anyway..nuff bout dat..hmm..life has been ok for me..quite relaxing cos theres no more softball..however its study study study...sigh...and yes..ive gotta go study now..again..urghs...so oh wells..dats all for now..

*nicole: pls lah the two of u should just get married..hahahaah....to think u said dat to me..hmph! =p hahaha....good luck eh..the foursome..night safari soon...

Posted by Brendy at 10:36 AM

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

It has been one day since the soccer match of VJ vs MJ.. duh Vj won..to be precise 3-0..heh..like i said..its been one day and im still so amazed at how cool the vj soccer team seemed.. heh..hmm..it was quite interesting..esp of cos..when ahemms...someone got the ball...and thanks to nicole.and her I NOE LAH YOU VERY PROUD OF YOUR BOYFREN RITE, i think the whole world knew wad i was there for..heh...and she and ahemm were like..urghs..hahaha..anyways..was a nice day yest...today was crap...anyhows..i better study harder or i can forget bout VJ..it'll be like V....cant make it to the J..hahah..lameness...and yes im falling deeper and deeper...the need gets stronger..and stronger...but i love it anyway..












i love you..

Posted by Brendy at 3:13 PM

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

whee

ive never been happier...the easter concert was WOAH! im lost for words! loved it!!! all our hard work paid off..hehe...thanks to everyone!! and den..my mom and dad kept pestering to see brandon..lol..and i tot theyd kill me! but no they were like laughing and teasing me! oh wells..ill show him to them sometime soon..but not just yet..hahaha..and den..when i got back..we talked bout all the guys..hilarious...dad somehow has a photographic memory..he said jon lim is really good looking..ahhaha...and so i went on to tell him more bout jon..and how we used to play tennis together..den after dat..my blur dad..asked..dats brandon ah! den i was like NO! JON LIM! hahah...den i went on further to say dat jon and brandon are like best frens..and other stuff..surprisingly they seemed interested..haha..den daddy said doms good looking..den i was like..huh izzit..den he said OF COURSE! hahahah..nicole will be sooo happy..yikes! yeah and its quite funny how we were talking bout them..esp..jon and brandy..hehe..and im sorry nicholas..my dads crazy..he asked u wad your name was and after u said your name he asked if youre brandon! lol! hes being crazy! hahaha...bet my mom just wants to see wad kinda taste her daughter has..hahaha...oh wells..funny parents i have..but i definitely appreciate them man..makes my life so much easier..hate hiding stuff.hahaha....oh wells!! thats all for now..hope more interesting stuff happens!!ahahahah

Posted by Brendy at 7:59 PM

whee

Posted by Brendy at 7:58 PM